Hello.

I feel ignored.

but it’s probably just me.

this weekend has been so fucking boring. all I’ve done is work, go grocery shopping with my mom, eat out with my parents… and thats about it.

I think it’s almost that time of the month. 

also I have no idea what I want to do for my birthday. I’d love to have a party and invite a lot of my friends, but in reality that won’t happen unless I can have it at someone else’s house. my mom thinks it’ll get out of hand. and theres no way I could get them out of the house.

I have the idea of like Dave and Busters or something, because then those who can drink will have fun and those who can’t aren’t left out, but i’m hoping that they won’t require us to have people over 25 or whatever for them to get in. that’s what I’m afraid of. 

I’m in such a shitty mood right now I just don’t want to talk to anyone. I wish I was addicted to starcraft again so I’d actually have something to do at home than be bored. 

I’ll be in a better mood tomorrow.